20269 Love Life

2009-06-17T06:34:00.000+08:00

Ready To Fly

I open my eyes the world seems a different place,
The colours are brighter and the air is sweet to taste.
see it’s like I woke up from a nightmare that tied me down,
I was smothered and trapped inside a sleep way underground

Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means…

I’m ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I’m ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Maybe I’m, maybe I’m ready to fly.

Where is your faith, where is your love for me?
Why do you fight the things I imagine in my dreams?
See the poison is strong, an addiction is tough to break.
But love is the hardest thing I have ever had to shake.

Its time to break these chains,
To look you in the eye,
To tell you that its over now,
So Maybe that means…

I’m ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I’m ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Oh Maybe I’m, maybe I’m ready to fly.

(Give me the strength to walk away)
(Give me the strength to stay the road ahead)
Even if it’s a lonely place.
(Give me the hope to mend this heart)
(Give me the chance to see love smile, smile again)
To see love smile..

Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means…Oh maybe that means

I’m ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I’m ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Oh maybe I’m, maybe I’m ready to fly.

2009-06-17T06:08:00.002+08:00

Aku Bertahan

Sedih, ku tahu kini perasaanmu kepadaku

sedih, saat kau tak yakin kepadaku akan cintaku

jalan berliku tak kan membuatku menyerah akan cinta kita

tatap mataku dan kau akan tahu

semuanya yang ku rasakan

Aku bertahan

karna ku yakin cintaku kepadamu

sesering kau coba kau mematikan hatiku

tak kan terjadi yang aku tahu kau hanya untukku

Aku bertahan

ku akan tetap pada pendirianku

sekeras kau coba tuk membunuh cintaku

yang aku tahu kau hanya untukku

Tatap mataku dan kau akan tahu

semuanya yang ku rasakan

2009-01-29T09:04:00.003+08:00

You Feel Me Up Deep Inside..Just Thinking About You... Baby...

This song is especially for Fy.. :)

Nigga Lyrics
Te Quiero Lyrics

Can't live without you Fy... By Love Fy Always..

2009-01-26T10:32:00.002+08:00

My Pray For Her

Ya Allah...I pray that my #26 is healthy, classy and strong, and I love her.. Help her to live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations. Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love.Protect her at all times, lift her up when they needs you the most, and let them know when they walks with you, they will always be safe..

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.. Love you...

2009-01-24T10:24:00.002+08:00

OUR WORKING LIFE

It's the year 2009, we both are back to our working life now. Fy's been busy with her additional position as a PA besides her position as an offline editor. Fy's schedule has been very compact and quite tight nowadays. RMF production, where fy's working are now having a big projects on a local musical dramas. I, my self, also involved as one of the actor in one of the episodes. It was quite something new to me to act in a real drama TV. Well, usually it's either I did a dancing performance or playing musical instruments but not this time. Anyway, it's quite a challenging one to act in a real drama tv but the fun is there. New experiences and ideas for my self. Fy's been helping me out with my scenes too and giving ideas how to do it. Thanks Fy.. ;)

My working life was just not as busy at the moment because the school is just starting and lots of modifications and school stuffs to sort out first before implementing it.

I pity my Fy as to see her have lots of stuffs to deal with, such as dealing with the actors/actress, time coding, sorting out schedules for filming, checking what shots to take and many more. Nevertheless, Fy's been very committed to her works and I can see her passions to her works was very very something to be look at. It might be a tiring works but what's important are the commitments and the work ethics that Fy had shown. By envy you Fy.. :)

As of those situations mentioned above, Fy had told me that she wasn't be able to have the time for me for which it's not a matter to me. I know how she works, I know how busy she is and I know how it feels to be a workaholic. That's not going to stop me from loving her. In fact, I am proud of her and to see her enjoyed her passion and commitments towards her jobs. My love for her will never fade away..

Whether we have time or not for our love, it doesn't means that we're not thinking of our bf/gf. It's a matter how we adjust to the transitions of life and how we can understand our partner, there you go, communications is everything. At first, it might be hard to accept a transition in our love life when we have other commitments but I'd managed to understand her other responsibilities and commitments, which is her work.

Fy will always have By's supports and By will give my best to be there when Fy needs By. I love Fy with all my hearts..

As of this, to Fy.. Be strong Fy... Fy can do it... I know you can... :) There might be obstacles to deal with on Fy's works but be patience ok sayang.. InsyaAllah, Fy will manage accordingly.. :)

I Love Fy always and It'll never fade away... :) Mwahzzz.. Hugzzz..

2009-01-22T21:59:00.003+08:00

Well, this is actually way off the record but I want to share it anyway. It's how was my life was in the year 2008.

AFTER ONE YEAR...

The year 2008 started with me just came back from my Haj with mom and resuming my duty as a primary school teacher in a new school, SR Dato Mohd Yassin. The feelings was mixed up from scared, fun, funny, happy, lonely and much more. I met my Primary 2B pupils and they were all cute and energetic. I couldn’t give less but to keep up with them who’s eager to learn very much.

It's February, my birth month. My birthday was never been very special previously and I guess it'll only be special on the next year...and the next year...and so on.

It’s March, the time to go out of Brunei for the school break holidays at Kota Kinabalu. I brought along two of my friends, Hazwan and Khaliq. We had fun traveling together though it kept on raining during out visits. Nevertheless, we had fun doing our outing just to fill up the time and to enjoy.

School holidays was over and new term had arrived with more challenges and workloads to dealt with. Actually, I was having a hard time to accomplished all works but due to my patience and believing my self could accomplished it, I could finally took a deep breath and relaxed.

Worst time of the year had arrived. I was hospitalized for a week. I had six major swellings on both my legs which resulting me to be unable to walk nor to stand. I met an old guy who’s bed was next to mine and called him dad. After all, I don’t have a father to talk with and he seemed to be very opened and fun to talk with. I just missed the moment to talk to someone who’s closer in my heart so called DAD. But hey, I found a temporary one while I was hospitalized. He offered me a helped to give me massages on my back and on both my legs.

Third day in the hospital and to my surprised that I could stand and moved my legs. I was happy to stand again and I saw my mom’s tears on her face. She was glad to see me standing without any helps and I feel like a baby’s first time walking hehe. Finally, after few days later, I was 80 percents recovered and was discharged. I still have to depends on my sticks to walk but what most important was, I could moved again. Now, I realised how others felt to be unable to do anything besides laying on their bed.

Still unable to stand nor to walk

The difference of my foot

I’m all recovered and started to resume working and monthly test had arrived and I was busy again to prepare all the revisions I could give to my pupils. They did well though and I was happy for them. I was then given less heavy duties and some of my pupils was not happy about it. They just missed me that much hehe ;)

Another school break and this time I was just staying at home and spent most of my time going to cafes and went online just to fill up my times.

Another responsibilities were to trained the school’s dancers for their upcoming “Tarian Asli Dance Competition”. They did well up until the semi-final, too bad they were on the 14th place out of 30 schools. Only the top 12 schools are selected to go to the final. Anyway, I could see their commitment and their love to dance. At least they gave their very best and enjoyed their dancing.

Mid-Year Exams had arrived and it’s the most busy moment for me. Preparations and revisions for my pupils and finally they were back to be under my management since I had fully recovered. My pupils did well and just two of my IEP’s pupils need to work hard more for their upcoming exams.

Hey hey hey! Another school break, ehehe.. I just love school break. I didn’t go anywhere again, just staying home and going to cafes to go online. It was His Majesty’s birthday coming up soon and I was enjoying my self updating my personal website called the TAGGED. I talked and chatted with new people. Here too, I met this girl named Nyssa. A funky, funny and pretty girl who was fun and enjoyable to chat with. We chatted non-stopped using the MSN messenger and started to changed phone numbers.

School break is over now and I got something new to add on on my daily life basis. My hand phones just non stopped ringing all the time. It feels good that someone is actually really care for me and I’m loving it. I think I just fell in love with this girl, I couldn’t believed it my self but she did make me comfortable all the time but I don’t know, may be it’s just me and it’s still too early to ind out as we just knows each other.

Besides of my daily activities of teaching, training and hanging out, I got this new activity I called Video calling on the net. This is how I got to know more about Nyssa. As time goes by, my love for her grows and grows that I decided to be committed to give more and more love to her, even though she didn’t know how I feel for her. Ehehehe... it’s been a year I’d been single and the feeling of scared and not confident to fall in love again still lingered on my mind. After what had happened on my previous love life, I’m just not confident at all about love. I was just too scared that history will be back again.

Anyhow, I feel more confident as we get to know more about each other. She really helped me out to build back my confident and I felt that the support is there. I’m more comfortable with her now and I love the way she treated me.

Puasa and Raya be coming soon and I was hoping that this year will be a different one and yes it was a different one. I got to go to celebrate Nyssa’s birthday and spend the time together with her on her birthday. I got to hung out at her place more now especially during the night before Raya and on the first day of Raya. We’re now actually more closer and we both showed our loves to each other. I am happy that she could accept my love. Thanks Sayang.. 

Aha!! Final year exams and Nyssa was going to have her A Level exams from October till November. We were both busy and tried to find a time to spend whenever it is possible for us.

December holiday!!!! Yippeee!!! This is what I call a holiday. I got to travel with my sayang and she would preferred to call it our HONEYMOON ehehe and for the first time in my life it is to me to travel with the one that I love. I love our traveling and I just couldn’t expressed how it was actually, all I could say was, “Thanks Fy...thanks for this memorable and wonderful holidays, I love you with all my heart...”

I guess that’s a wrapped for now, well actually there are more to mention but since it’s just for my life diary in 2008, I just made everything as simple as it is. The year 2008 was a total mixed feelings and memories. Oh well, it’s life..it’s not a life without ups and downs. I am sure I learned something new and it’s just another collection of my experiences in life, I learned to give and to take in another way. Meetings new people with different character and learning new ways of lifestyle. After all, I’ll be 26 in the year 2009 and there will be more challenges and new things to see. Thank you very much 2008 and bye bye.

This song "Already one year" is for the year 2008.

2009-01-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

OUR FIRST HONEYMOON

Honeymoon? Never I imagine that I'll be going on a honeymoon with my #26 to Kota Kinabalu. I'd never travel together with the one that I love and #26 is the first and I'm the first too for her.

I woke up early and actually I wasn't sleeping that much because I was afraid that I couldn't wake up at all. I woke up around 3am in the morning and was getting ready and preparing my stuffs for the trip. As soon as I arrived to Fy's place, I greeted her parents and then we're set to go at 4am. We arrived at Kuala Luarah around 4.30am and stayed for a while as to wait the immigration gate to open at 6am. The journey was smooth and I couldn't closed my eyes until we left for KK at Lawas area.

The feelings of excitement still remains and I just couldn't wait to enjoyed the rest of the honeymoon with her. This is what I'd been meaning to do, that is to travel with my love.

THE HAPPIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE EVER

We did lots of stuffs during our honeymoon, it's just too many to mentioned right now but still remains are the fun, joy able and most memorable trip I'd ever had. We did some shopping together.. touring places together.. and many many more.

SKATING

Skating...not really an ice skating as i thought it was...ehehehe...it was a wax skating and even the boots were different from what I could imagine. We were both shocked to see the boots was actually a roller blade with the roller+ice blade. Ehehehe.. I just don't know how to describe it. Anyhow, we had soo much fun here and I took some videos of us skating together... Too bad I couldn't published the videoclips but I'll see what I can do the next time I edited it again :)

I was crying actually while making the videoclip..It really touched me and I really really missed all those moments very much. IT was like the most precious moments of my life.. To do stuffs together with the one that I love...Nothing is much more important to me but #26... By sayang Fy... :)

The saddest moment of all is the time when we had arrived Brunei that I won't be spending the night with her again as usual.. I'll be leaving again the next day with friends and how I wished she could just come with me...It'll be just US together..

To my surprised, we did hung out on the night before I leave Brunei again :) and I really thanks my Fy for making my day.

The next day had arrived..and Fy had to go to work. My flight was in the late noon and fy said that she'll try to come and meet me before take off. I was actually feeling soo heavy to leave her as she begged me not to go.. I was touched.. *Sob*

I'M HOME!!

It's about to go home now from my trip with friends and I just couldn't wait to meet my Fy. I bought her some chocolates, which is her favourites... and tomy surprised she was there at the terminal to surprised me..

I just couldn't believed my eyes to see her welcoming me back home.. That was a total excitement and I feel she's the most incredible woman in my life... I got no words to describe this.. All I could say is... It's her... I LOVE HER... I am going to make her to become my wife... I'd do anything, just anything... to love her, to guide her, take care of her... just anything as long as she's happy and could taste the love that she deserves.. :)

2009-01-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

Wellu! It's been while not posting anything new in here..and so here are some memories of our love life :)

ON HER BIRTHDAY

#26 birthday will be coming soon and I was nervous my self what to get her for her birthday and as I want it to be a special one, been trying to figure out what's her favourite stuffs...Finally, I got few stuffs to put up together and I planned to give it in a stage ways according the days from pre-birthday celebration till post-birthday celebrations.

On the night of 25th September 2008, we went out to Da Fountain cafe for #26 counting down. #26 besty were there too and we planned at exactly 12am that we're going to sing her a happy birthday song...I was actually doing some picture editing to post here to greet her Happy Birthday.

The time had arrived, We sang #26 a birthday song and asked her to blow out the candle. I hugged her from behind and greet #26 a happy birthday celebration. And the rest of it..we enjoyed our night together... :)

I love her very much... She means everything to me.. :)

DINNER WITH #26'S FAMILY @ TPH.

On the 26th September 2008, #26's family invited me to have dinner with them on her birthday occasion. It was the first time ever, I got invited to celebrate a birthday of the one that I love with all the family members presents. I was quite nervous my self at first and it's the second time that I'm meeting her parents. I was quite happy my self when #26 told me that never in her life she got to invite a person that she loves to attend her birthday celebration. We had good dinner together then I gave her presents. At first, it was just a hand drawn picture of her and I'm glad she's loving it :) Then, I was again invited to hang out with them and we go online together. The night was tiring but yet I enjoyed most of it very much... never I celebrated with the one that I love this much fun and it feels like I'm the most happiest person in this world. I'm soo happy for her actually that she got to celebrate it differently with the previous celebration. Finally, I was afraid that I couldn't give her presents the next day and so I decided to give the rest of the presents to her on our way home.. #26 was surprised again...eehehe :P

Anyhow, there're more to come... ;)

OUR PROPER DATE

We went on a proper date on the 27th September 2008 for the first time. Fetch her with the mom at her place then off to Centrepoint to send her mom and off to Taurean for our fast break. We then bayar Bill TelBRU. Then, hung out at Nisa's place from 10.45pm-3am...Wohoooooooo!!! (I still remember this moment..)

I love fy soo much!!! ;)

My fy's favourite song ehe.. ;)

2008-11-03T00:28:00.002+08:00

Hey fy...it's been while haven't updating our blog..my bad...it's the time which hold me back from updating...Anyhow, I found this in youtube since fy love to hear this song lots...ehehe Mwahz!!!.. cheer up fy.. by's always around you.. :)

Well.. I miss fy all the time..It's so strange to be half a Brunei away from fy..but Fy's always on my mind.. Mwahz.. This Video is for fy.. :) Love you always fy...will always be.. Hugzzz..

With love,
#20

For my Sayang...

2008-10-17T00:29:00.003+08:00

Hey Sayang... since you gave me this song... I want to give sayang the video clip...MWahz! Hugz... I Love you Always..and will always be.. :) You're my world!

With Love #20

Happy 19th birthday baby!!!!

2008-09-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

With Love,
#20

Is it because we're careless?

2008-09-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

Why is it that some people who find love,
handle it with such carelessness?

Some people search for love all their lives.
When it is found, why put it down and forget about it,
only to realize how much it meant when it is gone?

When you find love, hold on to it,
celebrate its feelings,
drown in them every day,
be consumed by them...

I am consumed by you Khairunnisa.

I will never set aside my love.
I will never look for it only when it is lost.

I love you.
I will show you and tell you every day.

With love,
#20

It start with a kiss...

2008-09-22T23:58:00.001+08:00

To lay a kiss on your lips,
so gentle and delicate
is like picking the drops of dew
off the petals of a rose.

I hold you close and feel safe,
sheltered in from the rain,
from the storms that grow and surround me.
I take your hand and look into your eyes
and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure.

You see you are an angel, an angel to me.
I could not help but fall madly in love with you,
the one who stole my heart.

I’m glad you did
because I could never find one such as you...
Some one who makes each day the best,
each laugh the longest,
each tear the saddest,
and a life, my life, worthwhile.

With love,
#20

:)

2008-09-22T23:44:00.001+08:00

It's a night I won't forget and a night I'll always gonna remember... I just wanna cry... Nighty.. :)

With love,
#20

I specially made it for my #26 :)

2008-09-17T23:47:00.004+08:00

This video clip, I dedicate it to the one that I love... my #26 :) I know I'm not a good editor as she is but this is the least I can do.. :) Hope you'll love it.. I know it's hard to express how we feels..but pictures and wordings can explains everything... :) I love you #26... I just don't know what else can I do to express how much you really means to me...

It's for my #26

2008-09-17T03:10:00.000+08:00

It's for you baby.. ;)

What a day it is..

2008-09-17T02:43:00.002+08:00

Today.. I miss my #26 very very much...She's sicked and I'm soo worried about her condition. I couldn't just keep quiet but to ask her to take some medications as she encountered sore throat and cough. I know how it feel when we get cold....all the coughing, running nose and weak.. but yeah.. I guess it's the nature of it. We talked on the phone cos I'm just worried about her.. then she went off to sleep.

Tonight, it's getting worser and I, my self, don't feel right about her getting sicked. How I wish I could be there to take care of her.. I wanna make her comfortable and be there whenever she needs me..

Well, GET WELL SOON baby.. I love you always.. HUGZZZZZ.. MWAHZ! Flowers for you.. :)

With love,
#20

~My Baby Girl~

2008-09-17T02:21:00.004+08:00

~My Baby Girl~

From the day that I saw you, I knew that we would pursue, Cause the chemistry we felt that day, Felt so real, and so true..Looking back on a year we spent together, How it’s been, what we went through..Although we’ve had our little ups and downs..We’ve still pulled through

Baby girl,you’re my world,my everything,I wanna lace you with diamonds and every ring. Give you everything you dream and fantasize cause you can tell me that you love me Looking in my eyes, You keep it real with me,I keep it real with you, You keep on loving me, I’ll keep on loving you, Keep doing what you do, I feel your whole aura And I can’t wait to hook up again tomorrow baby - what

My love for you will never end..You’ll always be a part of me..As long as time keeps on passing by...You’ll always be my baby girl..

Everytime I look at you, I can’t believe I’ve found a love so true (and) I took my time to put my trust in you, I must admit it was so hard to do. And every minute that I spend with you, You make me believe I have nothing to loose and deep down I always knew that you would be mine... :)

Do you believe in destiny..Because I got a funny feeling this was meant to be..Without you I’d be lost, I need you next to me..Preferably in the house full of luxuries and little kids. From day one I was sprung, knew you was gonna be one cause my heart spoke for the very first time in a long while. And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you carrying my child...

If you were to go, I don’t know..You’re the only one who sweeps me off my feet..Makes my soul go weak..The only one who makes my heart wanna beat and I, I could never live without you..You know that what I feel has to be true cause you’re my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time, that I looked into your eyes, I knew that you were gonna be mine. Feeling you from the inside, when you’re not by my side, You’re the only girl that’s on my mind. I never knew a love like this, a love so strong. A vision so picture perfect it could never be wrong. Along the way, you’re gonna see you belong with me. I might have to marry you one day baby..

With love,
#20

You mean the world to me..#26

2008-09-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

With love,
#20

It seems impossible not to think of her in every beat of my heart

2008-09-15T20:34:00.003+08:00

It seems impossible not to think of her in every beat of my heart

When I think about how it all began...I thought for a while...We couldn't see this fate that lied ahead. Or that we would ever be bond like we did. I praised the day my fate was revealed. Now I know that destiny is real..Is it a sin for love to feel this good..I don't know..but I'm asking you..

I kept on thinking...

Will you be mine today?
Will you be my sunshine everyday?
Will you be the stars in my nights?
Will you be the joy, the joy in my life?

Will you be my everything?
Will you be the happy song that I sing?
Will you be the love I can't deny?
Will you be the love, the love of all time?
Will you be mine?

I'm down on my knees to vow to you..My everlasting love cos it's overdue,for all the times we shared and those to come..the ring is a token of love with you...and I just can't wait for that moment to come in the future.. :)

Enough of my poetic moments hehe..Anyway, today...I was in the mosque to do my "Hajat pray". I prayed that my heart for you,#26, will never fade away as time goes by. I prayed that God will blessed our love and rained it with cares and cherished it happiness for all time. I do prayed that our parents and families will bless our relationships. I prayed that you'll be successful in your upcoming 'A-Level' Exams and obtained flying colours results. I prayed that you'll be healthier and kept away from any illness. I prayed that God will fill your heart with "The light of An-Nur" and blessed you with everything that you do. Lastly but not least... I prayed that we will be together for the rest of our life... Amin.. (Tears..)

With love,
#20

~I Look to You~

2008-09-11T22:40:00.003+08:00

~I Look to You~

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I'm lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms has come
and darken my sun
After all that we've been through
Who on earth can I turn to

I look to you
I look to you

After all my strength is gone
In you I can move on

I look to you
I look to you

And when melodies are gone
In you I hear a song

I look to you

I love this new songs.. and it's how I want to express to her how meaningful she is to me.. :) Thanks for everything that you, #26, had given to me.. You completed me at all angles of my life.. Thank you soo much.. I Love you always and will always be.. :)

With love,
#20

20269 together

2008-09-10T11:32:00.002+08:00

Well..I'm missing my #26 and so yeah...just to fill up my free time combining pictures of our numbers.. I Love You Always #26 :)

With love,
#20

~The Meaning~

2008-09-10T10:31:00.006+08:00

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

With love,
#20

Our outing today...

2008-09-09T23:11:00.006+08:00

Today...my love woke up late around 7.25am hehehe... Well, it's my bad that I didnt woke her up the usual time 6.45am because I woke at 7am :D Anyway, I salute my baby because she made the effort to got to school because I told her to even though it's late... awww...

Anyway, we went out in the noon to do some shopping and we bought some food for the fast break too. I enjoyed our time together though it's short but yea...It was wonderful and the most memorable moments for both of us.. I LOVE YOU BABY! It's just getting stronger and stronger everyday :D

Well, here's how I feel.. How I wished the time could be stopped for a while so that I could spend more time with her...just to be with her.. :D I just couldn't bear my self not to hear her voices throughout the day, I couldn't stop thinking about her everytime I woke up and before I went to sleep...To conclude it, I'm mad about her!!! Love is wonderful and I never felt this way when I'm in love.. :D

Oh Allah, I thanked you for letting me to feel love once more with the one that I truly love...#26 and Please blessed our love until the end of our life time.. Amin...

With love,
#20

In A Rush

2008-09-09T04:34:00.001+08:00

It came over me in a rush
when I realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but I cant tell you why
why I feel what i feel inside

how I try to express
whats been troublin' my mind
but still I cant find the words
but I know that somethings got a hold of me

baby someday ill find a way to say
just what you mean to me
but if that day never comes along
and you dont hear this song
i guess you'll never know

it came over me in a rush
when I realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but I cant tell you why
why I feel what i feel in
feel what I feel inside

and when i say inside I mean deep
you fill my soul
and thats something I cant explain
its over me

Yours TRULY,
#26

Love

2008-09-08T22:33:00.001+08:00

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Yours TRULY,
#26

Our first meeting..

2008-09-08T21:49:00.003+08:00

We first met online on one of the free webpage where I asked her whether we had met before or not..well obviously the answer was no hehe. Anyway, She first text me on my MSN and eversince that we talked and chat just about anything. Chit chat chit chat and we keep on hitting each other on our webpage...From there, the chemistry was building up and growing stronger each and every day of our conversation... Well, let you know of our first meeting on my next post hehe... ;)

With love,
#20

Introduction

2008-09-08T20:46:00.002+08:00

I am currently taking care of this blog since the owner has a tight scheduled.
He will be back soon when everything has settle down.
Please be patient (ehe), as this blog will be updated daily (or maybe weekly) right after things get back to normal.

tO the owner, I Hope you like it. Its not much, but yeah, I tried my best to make it to the very best blog hehehe

Okay I'm signing out now.
More to Come
Sit Back and RELAX
Happy RAMADHAN!

Yours TRULY

2008-09-08T17:44:00.001+08:00

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Hi!!

2008-04-04T03:55:00.000+08:00

Hello there viewers.. :) Well, I just started to fill my time with this blog thingy and I'm trying my best to keep on updating my blog with everything that goes on in my life. For the time being it'll be just as simple as it is and currently I can only go online at cafe as my E-Speed is still down.. Nevertheless I'll try my best to make my blog to be completely updated as soon as my connection is fixed. Ciao...! ;)